Assalamualaikum,

Dah lama rasanya tak update. bella busy sangat lately nih. i dont know what to tell. i just sedih sangat . Mungkin Allah nak balas semua perbuatan jahat saya kat ex2 saya kot. 

Here's the story. i have a boyfriend and he thinks i'm having a fake relationship with him. Ok dia im with this someone on FB and he told her i'm FAKE. Kalau korang la kan, sedih tak? I bet u guys do kan. I cried till my nose hurt so much. i cried till my eyes were swollen. This is just to much. but bella bertahan and tak nak nangis lama sangat because i have SPM to sit on to. 

The thing is i love my knowledge. I cant live without knowledge but at the same time i love him. but "does he loves me?' Do i look really bad to u? He told me yang dia busy like 24/7 but boleh plak dia on9 FB. i notice this by the way he texted me. the way he wrote his common words. The way he talked to me when OTP. 

He told me he spent every single mili seconds on me.tapi baru je call 2 mins dah nak letak..WHATS THIS?! 

Do you ever think about my feelings? DO YOU!? just know he texted me. When i read that text. i smiled but a simple one. 

Bella sayangkan dia.

I really do. 

all those things that u did is killing me from the inside sayang. 

But i have to be profesional because my trial is juat around the corner. 

I must do the best in my Trial and real SPM for the sake of my future.

p/s